HACK 2.OPEN UP TO PAIN.

Wow its been awhile, but I’m back baby, I’m back for now.My fingers don’t even know how to behave or what to expect anymore.I wish there was a machine that you could just plug into your mind and somehow it auto generates all our thoughts and records or writes everything down but since that hasn’t been invented i guess i’ll have to do it the hard way and stop being lazy. How sad. But in all honesty,I have been lazy on here so let me stop rumbling and get to the point.

When i first even wrote my title even i had to pause. Like Damn God is this a hint? Should i be preparing for some pain because i am not getting this pain thang. However,I get a sense that i will look back at this thread and I will be confused but extremely grateful that i wrote it.

So were all going to learn to Be One with Pain, Be the pain, Breath pain, and eventually be TEAM PAIN FOR LIFE.

You can work your own miracles by Napoleon Hill has aided this perspective. He basically introduces the idea that pain is a universal language and it’s something that is  understood and mutually respected. When we go through our tribulations the last thing your doing is jumping up and down thinking I love this this pain so much! i’m sure respect is the last word that pops up in our heads. It feels like were the only ones going through what were going through. Most of us try to have a pain-free life as much as possible.But Napoleon challenges that idea and questions what if we saw that pain as a blessing? What if we learned to condition our minds to pain and integrate it so that it becomes a full functioning emotion in our every day life. It should be a human experience which we should partake in gladly. I know. (MIND BLOWN)

It is easier to read and write about it. Applying it? That is a different story. Pain is a blessing.Through all the painful lessons i look back now and hands on my heart i  have been blessed to have experienced that trauma. If you think about it really, these “painful”experiences have shaped you as a person,evolved you as a person,challenged and humbled you as a person. Now how you choose to react to how that experience will shape you. That is on you. There have been tough experiences a lot of painful times in my life but i choose to define and see some of those experiences as pain and believe me not this blessing kind of pain.The type of pain that is associated with sadness, hurt, anger. But what if i chose to see and experience that “pain ” in a different way. A lot of outcomes would have been completely different.

So as i write about it i guess its also a learning curve ball for me. I’m not saying that other emotions associated with your trauma shouldn’t exist but rather at the end of it all we should see it as a blessing rather than a curse. Nothing is ever new in life and because of that, Why not learn to condition your mind differently? What have you got to loose. Pain should be acknowledged & respected but not feared.

So i guess ill have to add this as a reminder to myself. But what are your thoughts?

HACK 1.BE A RIDER BUT DON’T DIE FOR THEM.

 

I had so many ideas on what should be the big tan tan tarraahh moment,The Hack that will set the tone for all the Hacks, that mic drop Hack, the one that will touch your soul, change your life and make you forever grateful to me because without that life hack, Life was a Hot mess.

Either that or just build you guy’s up for the Big Hack. If there is even one. We will never know mwahaha.

Anyway, if you have already offered an eye roll and a yawn (how dare you!) I am getting to the point of this blog after this. I am smiling so hard at my own post. Do you ever just feel you’re the funniest person ever? I do. Maybe the first Hack should have been about how hilarious i am. If only.

I AM A RIDER, BUT I WONT DIE FOR YOU.

I would say that i am publicly an extrovert, but privately an introvert and according to these 100% legit  personality questioners on Facebook. that I dedicate myself to, will agree. In the past two years,i have found myself in a state of solitude. I was probably in that state a year before as well, but i guess i wouldn’t count it as proper three years, maybe because all i did in the first year is spend half of it praying for a person like Me, or searching for that one person who i felt ticked my friend requirements at the time.

I was THIRSTY! for FRIENDS!

I was tired of  my crowd, i was even tried of some of my family members, I was tired of  everyone besides my perfect old self. I just wanted to take a back seat for once.

My aunt once told me, Some people only pour a cup into your life because that is all they have, but because you are a jug you don’t feel like there pouring anything.So i was at cross roads with myself. Was i being to selfish? Isn’t it my right to be selfless? Was it me? Was it them?I did not know what line to tow, without overstepping the other. Were all cups and jugs to someone really. All i knew is that i was drained, i didn’t care who the jug was or who was the cup, I wanted everyone to step up.I was tired of always filling people up,i was tired of always asking God for strength, for the strength to be used up, i always held on expecting something different,but there was something that still didn’t feel right, and plus i was getting the same results from people. Madness I tell you. I was praying one day asking God for new friends seriously, and i just felt this sense of  YOU NEED TO CHILL CLAIRE! Let’s just say i am still chilling and I am content in that chill, The way i’m Chilling adds a new definition to the word chill. I have become very comfortable in my Solitude.

When i started to become comfortable within my solitude i realized that i heard a better sense of discernment as to what i expected, what i deserve, what I can work through or what I can say goodbye to.Solitude is a dangerous thing because you end up becoming too comfortable and happy by yourself that you forget everyone else.I mean you come alone and you will die alone but that doesn’t mean you stay alone.

Genuine People enrich your life. A genuine connection with another human being is beautiful, I need richness,i need purpose,i need fun,I need spontaneity because i felt like that was the sort of person i was. That was all i was asking for. A me in someone else.And that’s exactly what i kept getting. At the time it felt like i was asking for a really big miracle, but i couldn’t comprehend that i was getting the answers to my miracle in a different way. People in our lives reflect a part of how we see ourselves, aspects we enlighten and the aspects that are dark in us,so everyone that is in your life right now represents a part of you, yourself and you. So throughout my life. I was asking for a full mirror when all i kept getting were broken pieces. Broke trying to fix the broken. Maybe I was broken.

I put more emphasis in my solitude towards my friends, because that is where i felt like i invested myself more, whether i was doing it consciously or unconsciously and that is where i was being drained the most.Lets be real, I was actually relieved with loosing a lot of them and a couple of losses hurt, but the biggest one was loosing my best-friend.The BFFL(Best friend for life).That one friend you would seriously marry, if they were the opposite sex,Your maid of honor, your children’s God mother, You have visualized you’r whole future together, that one person you feel knows you better than you’r family. Loosing them, feels like you have lost a part of yourself. A part of your soul. But are they really your soul? It feels that way at the time but they really aren’t .Well  they are not the only souls that will be in your life, they will be plenty more coming in your lifetime to meet you on your journey. When you’re ready.

Another small Hack that has just popped up since were on this topic. To the people who have done you good, never speak bad of them, whether you ended on bad terms, or without closure or you don’t even know why it ended. The ones who were there for you when nobody was, whether there in your life or not.Always speak Good of them. Well at least try.

Familiarity has a way of making people feel entitled to an explanation of your life, and the choices that we make. But the loss of a long friendship struck a cord in me, that your not as familiar as you think and that is okay.

I will ride with you through thick and thin ,through the ups and downs , through joy, though it all , but your not going to choose to die and take me with you. You’r dying alone. If i am breaking myself to make you whole then SAYONARA, it’s been good knowing you.

Be open but take your time on being content, find yourself without trying to be like everybody else. Love yourself to become your own best-friend . You don’t need a squad, and eventually, the right people will come once you start acting like you deserve them. Will it get Lonely? Yes. Boring, If you allow it,

Life has a way of making you realize

that

YOU ARE A RIDER BUT YOU WONT DIE FOR ANYONE, OR ANYTHING.

What are your guys thoughts and experiences with this concept.

Lets Connect

Before i start Hack Giving all my Life Secrets Away, Lets connect.

So,

 Have a shot if you need to, grab a glass of , water, wine or just have some tea, Moisturize anything and everything, pour some eye drops, leave the attitude behind and get your glasses and mind ready. This blog is about  Life ,We all live it and frankly i want to live it as easy as possible,  but that can get boring sometimes and if your more like me who loves to learn lessons the hard way for you to get the point then GOOD LUCK and THANK YOU for taking one for the team. I am sure through your pain, we will get some sort off  enlightened  Life Hack! In which you can share that testimony with us. 

Do you ever just do things in life , and realize, “If i only did this a certain way it would have been so much easier”.Some things happen for a reason, Some things happen because we just let them happen and some things happen because we do not  have an anonymous blogger to tell us how to hack life , I didn’t have that growing up so that is what I am here for, To be your Life Hack giving Fairy God Mother Blogger Version.

Lets face it, we need each other, We need them Life Hacks, This is just an open platform for everyone where i will be sharing my journey,  My life Hacks ,as well as gain everyone’s Life Tricks because we all are human and  because nothing is ever new in life , So lets stop being stingy and share as many Life Hacks as possible.